The rocker insists fans will get a glimpse of her true self with the release of forthcoming LP Nobody's Daughter next year (09) - because she refused to take any medicines to moderate her personality.

She tells Britain's Elle magazine, "I'm off antidepressants for the moment because my album producer wants me to feel the rage, wants me to be really angry, wants me to face the demons. And I am so f***ing angry!

"I'm getting back on them as soon as recording the album is finished. I'm not going to punch anybody, but I have to do two hours of exercise and chanting a day to feel good."